End of Day Thoughts

Well I survived day one of the diet. I did eat a couple bites of mac & cheese and a couple bites of an oatmeal cookie. Definitely wasn't supposed to do that. But that's okay. I took the vitamin and metabolic enhancer. It made me a little shaky, but I had lots of energy.

My fiance and I had a discussion tonight and after an hour of talking, I have no idea what it was about. He does that sometimes. It started as a discussion about school work and how we each learn best. And somehow it ended way off from that. I won't get into it, because I'm not even sure where it ended to tell the truth.

I'm just not sure about our relationship at all anymore. I know I love him and he loves me. But we've lost that connection somewhere along the line. With two kids, full time job, school work and just life in general, we just don't really click anymore. It's both of our faults (is that how you say that?). I think we both just take each other for granted. I feel like he doesn't understand me sometimes. I know that my thinking can be irrational, but if you have a little patience with me, I will see that. But if you don't, I just dig my heels in deeper. Ah, the complications of life and relationships.