Well . . . I didn't do it

If I saw a big one in my house, I might move out and let the spider have it.

Things did not happen as I thought they would tonight and so I didn't confront the person today. I may have to do it tomorrow. Certain circumstances must be present for this confrontation to count. Maybe I am just a chicken. No, I have the courage, just not the circumstances that I needed. I will know when they present themselves. In the meantime, I am taking precautionary measures to try and learn all I can about the options I have. No sense going into this totally blind, right? I just hate what I might have to do as a result. Did you ever know you had to do something that would really suck at the beginning...so much so that you might wish you didn't do it, but know that in the end it would be better for you? Yep, that's where I am right now. I'm thinking, this is going to suck so bad. But I know that in the long run, it will work out way better. Well, I hope so anyway. Because once I cross that line I can't go back. I just hope that once I make the leap that there is something to land on.