My stomach is churning from the stress I feel right now. I have to do something today that I really don't want to do. I have been avoiding it for the past couple of weeks. I'm nervous about the outcome of it, but it has to be done. I am not going to go into details right now. I will later, once this is over. I just needed to vent about it somewhere. I have to keep my courage up. I can't back down and I can't let my anxiety about it derail my intentions. I do not like confrontation, and I avoid it usually. I hardly ever raise my voice. My voice doesn't carry anyway. But I have to have a confrontation today. It could go one of two ways. Either the person is honest and admits to wrongdoing and we can move on, or the person will deny wrongdoing and a fight will ensue. If the first scenario plays out, then I can move on, and give person a final choice in either correcting the problem or choosing not to. The person knows the consequences of choosing not to, which is why deceit is involved. If the second scenario plays out, and a fight ensues. It could be just an argument or it could escalate to the point of police being called. If that happens, then my choice is clear and I will move forward from there. I hate even being put into this situation. I had hoped that it would never come to this again. But it has, and so I must deal with it. I cannot ignore it as I have in the past. I must keep my resolve and courage. I can do this. I will do this. I must do this.
This sounds pretty serious. Are you all right? I hope the confrontation goes as well as a confrontation can, and that you are okay.
ReplyDeleteThanks. I am okay right now. I actually didn't do the confrontation because of circumstances not being what I expected at the time. It would have been unproductive if I had. I will have to wait until circumstances are more conducive to the situation. Will update when i can about it.
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